"Homo Homini Lupus" Chapter 47
I feel cheated when I'm born in a time of
peace, when the world all the time tries to create a universal
peace. I have no lust to live in peace, it fights against my
nature, and I have lust to fight and die in war, to kill and to
be killed on the battlefield! This is something I dream of, and I
know that there are many other men and boys who think like me, so
I am not alone about these dreams.
Many talk about that they shall let there be a New World war.
They don't look at understanding humanity's requirements. I
should have given whatever to be able to die in battle since I
was little I have thought that it's better to live five minutes
in war than a whole lifetime without! Something that makes me
shimmer is the hope of war, the hope that I once shall die in
war! When the cold war was over, there was something that
extinguished in me, the hope of war got a dramatic crack.
For each day that passes I lose a little of that hope, a day
without war, a day without real meaning. A day without battle is
a day without life. To live in battle is to live; to live in
peace is to degenerate!
Our parents have destroyed all the possibilities for us to die as
men; we are restrained by them and their coward system as cowards
in the bed (the deathbed).
The suicide statistics have never been higher than they are now,
and it rises steadily, in war there are so to speak none that
commit suicide, for the war gives life a meaning for all! It is
the hope of the morning, which makes life worth living, as life
goes on. The day there is war, all will hope about fighting for
peace, then life will have a meaning for all! When there is not
any likelihood of war it's difficult to hope, and equally
difficult to live.
It is equally unhealthy for a man to not fight, as it is to
abstain from sexual intercourse with women! Some sickness
develops in the man's mind, or it prevents that the man develops,
as he should. The man gets psychological problems and behavior
problems. Many compensate this by satisfying their man instincts
in other ways, as for example "blind" power and an
exaggerated sex life with many partners, someone new all the
time. Peace makes the man an eager whore user with an inferiority
complex!
Real men become seen as inferior in this Jewish Christian
society, it is the man who is oppressed not the woman! We who are
not whore users with inferiority complexes are seen as
psychopaths and madmen, at least they will have us explained as
mentally sick because we have a healthy man's instinct, and
because we want war, death and misery which our folk can grow on
and learn from.
Real friendship rises only in the form of comrades in arms. There
is also some that are completely forgotten in our time, but we
don't need friendship in this time where we have the mother pig
as our "best friend". That is what they try to pass
forward. Another result of this doomed peace we degenerate in is
that men develop womanly instincts, spiritual defects like
homophilia. Women advance also the peace's misanthropy, they
develop the instincts they see short of men, women's dutiful and
loyal nature makes mankind survive, a woman defends herself and
her family with extreme fanaticism because there aren't any real
men who manage to do this. This naturally is at the expense of
the woman's own instincts, so women develop spiritual defects,
also in the form of homophilia namely women who think they
are men. Bisexuality with women is however not a spiritual
defect. It is natural for a woman to be able to look at other
women as beautiful and sexually attractive. That women admire
aloud how fine another woman is, is not something we have any
reason to react to. This of the only reason that a woman is fine
to look at, while men are ugly, with hair growing out of the
face, brutal facial features, and a large, hard and lumpy body.
We are so ugly that when we come home from the battlefield with
bloody sores that become scars then it makes us not uglier, on
the contrary a proof of manliness. That which shall make a man
attractive is not his appearance, but his power and ability on
the battlefield! Women; however, are attractive for the reason of
their beautiful, clean and delicate looks! It shall be expected
as much of the man that he is able and brave on the battlefield
as is expected of a woman that she is clean (the meaning of clean
is explained earlier in Vargsmål).
An archaic view maybe, but nevertheless healthy and humanly. I
plead to be much more humanly than the jewish christians are, not
at least because I don't try to suppress and delete my aggressive
humanly instincts!
It is nonsense to want to change humanity's nature beyond what
evolution changes in a positive way, and what I write above is
actually a part of our harmonious nature.
To be able to say that we live in peace must we know what war is,
the oldest generation maybe knows, those who survived the war
during the months of 1940 a.y.p.s. when the Germans occupied
Norway and in the 5 years which followed the ally's bombing, but
no others know it. I have not survived war during this life, the
closest I have come is being shot with a .22 rifle and shotgun, I
have also had a father living in the capital city in a land with
war (Baghdad 1980 a.y.p.s. or 1979, I don't entirely remember)
while I was on Kypros and later in Norway, but I will for another
reason call it having survived war.
I can say that I don't know what war is, and with that I don't
know what peace is either. What is peace actually? What is the
wisdom in having peace? Why can we not be allowed to learn it?
They can't possibly explain to us how it is to live in war; we
must experience it ourselves. Accurately in the same manner as
that one must experience how it is to have sex before one knows
what it is, none can tell us how it is. We must experience it
ourselves.
It's just as insane to deny us to experience war as it would be
if they deny us to find our women to have a life with.
As a (Norwegian) man I have primary lusts, the carnal lust for a
genuine Norwegian woman, and to lust to fight a life or death
fight for my proud people! To take part in a war only for the
sake of war is not smart, it must be a war with meaning, a noble
war, a war to defend your own folk and fatherland against
intruders!
It is these 2 primary instincts which make me a man, if I didn't
have them, would I not be a man!
I hope that I will get the chance to die as a man in battle, for
if not I must offer myself to Odin as a last desperate solution,
and I would rather die from another man's hands than my own, but
if there is no other solution there is nothing else to do.
Cast the spear and give the fallen to Odin, down shall I fall and
take up secrets, to the large hall of the king where I shall
fight until Ragnarok. Then we will meet again, for it is those
who die in bed who are Hel's weak ghosts!