Ginnungagap (Primeval Chaos)Chapter 79

The heathen view of life if a gloomy one for many reasons. The same time that we never shall complain and that we shall be positive, we have hanging behind our head the entire time; Ragnarok. It's a philosophy where each time the world goes under an apocylpse follows. Regardless of what we do everything is predetermined, with fate in the lead.

This is considered of all, all have their fate. "Humanity's prophecy, the fate rules." When we die we come to a between stand, a realm of the dead, there we spend time while the Norns shall spin a new thread of fate to us. The Norns are called Urdr, Verdandi and Skuld, and the life we live before we die (past), what we learned of the previous life and also what we are today (present) and what we will become and learn (future). So we are born again. We live many lives before the world goes under one more time.

The lucky number with the germans is 9. This is the number of the end, the last (from 1-9 there are found again no numbers, 0 is not a number). Many times I have gotten the theory about Odin hanged in Yggdrasil was a copying of the myth of Jesus crucified (or fastened to a stake). This is not true, Odin hung himself, Jesus was hanged. Odin pierced himself with a spear, Jesus by a roman soldier. Odin was hung with rope, Jesus nailed down, and finally Odin hung alone in a tree, while Jesus with others. The results are also different. Odin ended up on a stage between life and death, while Jesus died to later rise up only to die again (if he died on the cross?) Odin lived, and he says that himself. He learned the runes on the other side, about death. So we come into numerology again, for while Odin hangs for 9 days and 9 nights, Jesus only hangs for one day (and one night?)

One is the beginning's number, the beginning of something new, and it comes that Jesus's hanging was the wolrd's biggest snd worst plague beginning ever.....Christianity! Odin hangs for 9 days and 9 nights, 9 is the number of the end, the number of destruction and the number for preparation to a new cycle. Before 1 comes 9 ( after 9 comes 10 and 10 is 1 + 0 = 1 so 0 is not a number) He hung both nights and days in order to prepare and end both the light and dark in the world, both feminine and masculine. They that are cowardly see often 9 light and 9 dark valkyries riding towards them, the end has come, for better or worse, but a new beginning, in Valhalla, the realm of the dead. 9 is the only number that goes in all numbers as shown here :

1 x 9 = 9 (9)
2 x 9 = 18 (1 + 8 = 9)
3 x 9 = 27 (2 + 7 = 9)
4 x 9 = 36 (3 + 6 = 9)
5 x 9 = 45 (4 + 5 = 9)
6 x 9 = 54 (5 + 4 = 9)
7 x 9 = 63 (6 + 3 = 9)
8 x 9 = 72 (7 + 2 = 9)
9 x 9 = 81 (8 + 1 = 9)

It is the 9th month women have kids. The end of pregnancy, so it's also life's numer, but the entire time it lies depressingly in the background, for life's number is also the number of destruction. The life and death is woven inside each other and they become one and the same existence. Death is only a fraction of our existence. Of course knowing that we shall die and eternally come to struggle, it becomes meaningless, no true peace? No real rest, no real quiet? No, all is only a toil and grind, for all time. We always know what comes to happen, for it is predetermined. We know our fate, at any rate many of us, for it's only a repetition of something we've done and lived earlier. In a former life, former worlds, and former universes. We struggle in order to attain the singularity, in order to become one again, and all must happen once more. No beginning, no end - eternity, and likewise we struggle worse than all others, with germanic effectiveness, in order to prevent that this shall happen. But we must, like Odin, always ask the past for advice, and know always what comes, for there's nothing we can do in order to prevent that it reoccurs. Such is existence whether we like it or not.